약처럼 눈물을 삼키고 잠을 자
날마다 엉망인 꿈을 꾸고 말아
몇 시인지 며칠인지
뭘 하고 사는지도 몰라날 보는 사람들 괜찮냐고 물어
난 미리 정해둔 대답을 떠들어
괜찮다는 거짓말은
하면 할수록 더 늘어만 가
너 너 떠나간 후에
내가 나인 채로 살 수가 없잖아 너처럼 나도 남자였다면
어쩌면 아픈 걸 못 느꼈을까
오늘도 난 너에게 취해서 슬픔에
걸려 넘어져 울어 아파 난 많이 아파 죽을 만큼
아파 왜 나만 아파 너 없이 난
견딜 수가 없어 멀쩡할 수가 없어 기억나 오래전 내가 말했던 거
남보다 이별에 많이 약하단 거
끄덕이며 매만지며
넌 너만 믿어달라고 그랬잖아 너 너 왜 그랬는데
이렇게 나를 두고 갈 거면서 왜
너처럼 나도 남자였다면
어쩌면 아픈 걸 못 느꼈을까
오늘도 난 너에게 취해서 슬픔에
걸려 넘어져 울어 우는 것도 지겨워 정말 그런데 난
버릇이 돼버린 것 같아 그래서 난
니가 다시 올 그 때까지 조금 더 울게 나처럼 너도 여자였다면
어쩌면 아픈 걸 못 참았을까
그러다 넌 나에게 취했던 기억에
뒤돌아 돌아올까 너처럼 나도 남자였다면
어쩌면 아픈 걸 못 느꼈을까
오늘도 난 너에게 취해서 슬픔에
걸려 넘어져 울어 아파 난 많이 아파 죽을 만큼
아파 왜 나만 아파 너 없이 난
견딜 수가 없어 멀쩡할 수가 없어
너처럼 나도 남자였다면 | yakcheoreom nunmureul samkigo jameul ja
nalmada eongmangin kkumeul kkugo mara
myeot siinji myeochirinji
mwol hago saneunjido mollanal boneun saramdeul gwaenchannyago mureo
nan miri jeonghaedun daedabeul tteodeureo
gwaenchantaneun geojinmareun
hamyeon halsurok deo neureoman ga neo neo tteonagan hue
naega nain chaero sal suga eopjana neocheoreom nado namjayeotdamyeon
eojjeomyeon apeun geol mot neukkyeosseulkka
oneuldo nan neoege chwihaeseo seulpeume
geollyeo neomeojyeo ureo apa nan mani apa jugeul mankeum
apa wae naman apa neo eopsi nan
gyeondil suga eopseo meoljjeonghal suga eopseo
gieongna oraejeon naega malhaetdeon geo
namboda ibyeore mani yakadan geo
kkeudeogimyeo maemanjimyeo
neon neoman mideodallago geuraetjana neo neo wae geuraenneunde
ireoke nareul dugo gal geomyeonseo wae neocheoreom nado namjayeotdamyeon
eojjeomyeon apeun geol mot neukkyeosseulkka
oneuldo nan neoege chwihaeseo seulpeume
geollyeo neomeojyeo ureo uneun geotdo jigyeowo jeongmal geureonde nan
beoreusi dwaebeorin geot gata geuraeseo nan
niga dasi ol geu ttaekkaji jogeum deo ulge nacheoreom neodo yeojayeotdamyeon
eojjeomyeon apeun geol mot chamasseulkka
geureoda neon naege chwihaetdeon gieoge
dwidora doraolkka neocheoreom nado namjayeotdamyeon
eojjeomyeon apeun geol mot neukkyeosseulkka
oneuldo nan neoege chwihaeseo seulpeume
geollyeo neomeojyeo ureo apa nan mani apa jugeul mankeum
apa wae naman apa neo eopsi nan
gyeondil suga eopseo meoljjeonghal suga eopseo neocheoreom nado namjayeotdamyeon | If I were also a man
My tears are my sleeping pills
Every night I end up having nightmares
I don’t know what time or what day it isI don’t know what I do all day
People ask me if I’m okay
I blur out a scripted answer
Telling lies that I’m okay
Is getting easier the more I do it After you left
I can’t be myself anymore
If I were also a man
Maybe I wouldn’t feel the pain
I’m drunk again with your thoughts, and my sorrow
Makes me fall and I cry It really hurts and I feel like dying
Why am I the only one hurting without you
I can’t bare it anymore
I can’t be just fine Do you remember what I told you long ago
I don’t handle breakups well
You nodded and comforted me
You said to just trust you Why did you do that
If you were going to leave me like this If I were also a man
Maybe I wouldn’t feel the pain
I’m drunk again with your thoughts, and my sorrow
Makes me fall and I cry I’m tired of crying but for me
I think it’s become a habit so I
Will cry a little more until you come back If you were also a woman
Maybe you wouldn’t be able to handle the pain
Maybe because you’d remember the promise you made me
You’d turn around and come back If I were also a man
Maybe I wouldn’t feel the pain
I’m drunk again with your thoughts, and my sorrow
Makes me fall and I cry It really hurts and I feel like dying
Why am I the only one hurting without you
I can’t bare it anymore
I can’t be just fine
If I were also a man |
