Doctor X: Mafia in White OST Part 2 — Stay Awake (Moon Sujin)
The song explores guilt, regret, and the psychological struggle of confronting painful truths and unresolved memories. It portrays an individual trapped in emotional isolation, haunted by past actions and unable to find relief despite attempts to conceal their suffering. Through imagery of sterile surroundings, restless nights, and lingering wounds, the song reflects the tension between avoiding painful realities and acknowledging them. Ultimately, it captures the determination to remain conscious of one’s inner turmoil, even when facing the truth feels more painful than living with denial.

[OST] 닥터X : 하얀 마피아의 시대 OST Part.2
Artist: 문수진 (Moon Sujin)
Genre: Drama / OST
Company: Studio S
Release Date: 2026.10.10
Lyrics by Benzamin
Composed by Primary
Arranged by Primary
Romanization
White walls hum like they know my name
jomyeonge garyeojin geuneul arae
I wash my hands but it won’t come clean
jiwojiji anne
huhoega bae-eo beorin hansume
jeongmageun ttaero nuneul gamgon hae
nalgeun sonane hyungeul gadun chae
sumeobeorin gohae
naege deo gipge beonjyeogadeon
maekbagi mearichineun bam
I hear the truth in the quiet cries
geojise jeonbu hwipsseullyeoga
nuneul gameumyeon heuryeojyeo gane
So I stay awake instead
Needles sharp but the truth is worse
hollo gadwo dun jeo gipeun got
If I break let it break me loud
So I stay awake stay awake
chagaun badage neomeojin chae
jinsireun goyeo nareul maemdone
teoreonochin mothan modeun gieogeun
dasi heuteojil ppun
jujeohaneun nae balgeoreumeun
teong bin bokdo wireul oemyeonhae
naegen amu ildo eomneun deut
dasi jejarie
naege deo gipge beonjyeogadeon
maekbagi mearichineun bam
I hear the truth in the quiet cries
geojise jeonbu hwipsseullyeoga
nuneul gameumyeon heuryeojyeo gane
So I stay awake instead
Needles sharp but the truth is worse
hollo gadwo dun jeo gipeun got
If I break let it break me loud
So I stay awake stay awake
Hangul
White walls hum like they know my name
조명에 가려진 그늘 아래
I wash my hands but it won’t come clean
지워지지 않네
후회가 배어 버린 한숨에
적막은 때로 눈을 감곤 해
낡은 손안에 흉을 가둔 채
숨어버린 고해
내게 더 깊게 번져가던
맥박이 메아리치는 밤
I hear the truth in the quiet cries
거짓에 전부 휩쓸려가
눈을 감으면 흐려져 가네
So I stay awake instead
Needles sharp but the truth is worse
홀로 가둬 둔 저 깊은 곳
If I break let it break me loud
So I stay awake stay awake
차가운 바닥에 넘어진 채
진실은 고여 나를 맴도네
털어놓진 못한 모든 기억은
다시 흩어질 뿐
주저하는 내 발걸음은
텅 빈 복도 위를 외면해
내겐 아무 일도 없는 듯
다시 제자리에
내게 더 깊게 번져가던
맥박이 메아리치는 밤
I hear the truth in the quiet cries
거짓에 전부 휩쓸려가
눈을 감으면 흐려져 가네
So I stay awake instead
Needles sharp but the truth is worse
홀로 가둬 둔 저 깊은 곳
If I break let it break me loud
So I stay awake stay awake
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Source: Genie Music
Romanized: KLyrics For You
Disclaimer: For educational and fan-sharing purposes only.
Tracks from Doctor X: Mafia in White
- Kwon Jin Ah – Another Day (같은 하루) Lyrics
- 문수진 (Moon Sujin) – Stay Awake Lyrics