문수진 (Moon Sujin) – Stay Awake Lyrics

Doctor X: Mafia in White OST Part 2 — Stay Awake (Moon Sujin)

This song tells the story of someone haunted by guilt, regret, and a truth they’ve been trying to hide all along. Although they try to cleanse themselves of past mistakes, they realize there’s something that can’t simply be erased from their memory. They keep pretending as if nothing happened, even though deep down in their heart, all those memories and lies still weigh heavily on them. Even when night falls, they choose to stay awake out of fear of facing the reality that continues to haunt them. This song seems to depict a person’s struggle against their own conscience, when the truth they’ve long buried feels far more painful than any physical wound. Even so, they seem willing to be shattered as long as everything that’s been hidden all this time can finally be revealed.

[OST] 닥터X : 하얀 마피아의 시대 OST Part.2
Artist: 문수진 (Moon Sujin)
Genre: Drama / OST
Company: Studio S
Release Date: 2026.10.10

Lyrics by Benzamin
Composed by Primary
Arranged by Primary

Romanization

White walls hum like they know my name
jomyeonge garyeojin geuneul arae
I wash my hands but it won’t come clean
jiwojiji anne

huhoega bae-eo beorin hansume
jeongmageun ttaero nuneul gamgon hae
nalgeun sonane hyungeul gadun chae
sumeobeorin gohae

naege deo gipge beonjyeogadeon
maekbagi mearichineun bam

I hear the truth in the quiet cries
geojise jeonbu hwipsseullyeoga
nuneul gameumyeon heuryeojyeo gane
So I stay awake instead
Needles sharp but the truth is worse
hollo gadwo dun jeo gipeun got
If I break let it break me loud
So I stay awake stay awake

chagaun badage neomeojin chae
jinsireun goyeo nareul maemdone
teoreonochin mothan modeun gieogeun
dasi heuteojil ppun

jujeohaneun nae balgeoreumeun
teong bin bokdo wireul oemyeonhae
naegen amu ildo eomneun deut
dasi jejarie

naege deo gipge beonjyeogadeon
maekbagi mearichineun bam

I hear the truth in the quiet cries
geojise jeonbu hwipsseullyeoga
nuneul gameumyeon heuryeojyeo gane
So I stay awake instead
Needles sharp but the truth is worse
hollo gadwo dun jeo gipeun got
If I break let it break me loud
So I stay awake stay awake

English Translation

White walls hum as if they know my name
Beneath the shadows hidden by the lights
I wash my hands, but they won’t come clean
It won’t go away

In a breath steeped in regret
The silence sometimes makes me close my eyes
With ugliness locked away in my aging hands
The sorrow that has gone into hiding

It spread even deeper within me
A night where my heartbeat echoes

I hear the truth in the quiet cries
Swallowed whole by lies
When I close my eyes, everything blurs
So I stay awake instead
Needles sharp but the truth is worse
That deep place where I’m trapped alone
If I break let it break me loud
So I stay awake stay awake

Still lying on the cold floor
The truth lingers, surrounding me
All the memories I couldn’t confess
Will just scatter away again

My hesitant footsteps
Ignore the empty hallway
As if nothing had ever happened to me
I return to where I was

It spread even deeper within me
A night where my heartbeat echoes

I hear the truth in the quiet cries
Swallowed whole by lies
When I close my eyes, everything blurs
So I stay awake instead
Needles sharp but the truth is worse
That deep place where I’m trapped alone
If I break let it break me loud
So I stay awake stay awake

Hangul

White walls hum like they know my name
조명에 가려진 그늘 아래
I wash my hands but it won’t come clean
지워지지 않네

후회가 배어 버린 한숨에
적막은 때로 눈을 감곤 해
낡은 손안에 흉을 가둔 채
숨어버린 고해

내게 더 깊게 번져가던
맥박이 메아리치는 밤

I hear the truth in the quiet cries
거짓에 전부 휩쓸려가
눈을 감으면 흐려져 가네
So I stay awake instead
Needles sharp but the truth is worse
홀로 가둬 둔 저 깊은 곳
If I break let it break me loud
So I stay awake stay awake

차가운 바닥에 넘어진 채
진실은 고여 나를 맴도네
털어놓진 못한 모든 기억은
다시 흩어질 뿐

주저하는 내 발걸음은
텅 빈 복도 위를 외면해
내겐 아무 일도 없는 듯
다시 제자리에

내게 더 깊게 번져가던
맥박이 메아리치는 밤

I hear the truth in the quiet cries
거짓에 전부 휩쓸려가
눈을 감으면 흐려져 가네
So I stay awake instead
Needles sharp but the truth is worse
홀로 가둬 둔 저 깊은 곳
If I break let it break me loud
So I stay awake stay awake

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Source: Genie Music
Romanized & translated: KLyrics For You
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